1/28/13

I miss you


"I said goodbye to you today, little cat.
Fingers caught on bones when I stroked your fur.
You could scarcely raise your head to drink,
yet still you calmed me with your purr.

Were you comfortable curled on the rug?
And did you know your time drew near?
Your wide green eyes held gentle love,
and quiet pain, but showed no fear.

You slipped away so quietly
that we weren't sure that you were gone.
Our bouncy little cat is stilled
but your spirit lingers on.

Little ghostcat, where are you?
Are you happy, are you strong?
I feel your warmth, your life, your love

and still can hear your purring song."

My oldest cat Tiivitaavi (= Tinky - Winky) passed away the last tuesday. It was vomiting a lot and it looks really sick. Me and my mom went to take it to the vet and the doctor took some blood samples. When the doctor comes with her news, she said that Tinky-Winky has very high kidney values and there is nothing left to do. the doctor gave the peak and we just cried. on the way home I cried all the time. I had not cried for a long time so much.. Tinky- Winky was only 8 years old, strong and a happy cat, but now it's gone... Rest in peace Tiivitaavi, I miss you so much.

12/25/12

My Christmas Eve

My presents♥
Lord Of The Rings - book♥
A make-up bag
Beyonce Heat - perfume♥
 Here is my Xmas presents! I like all of them, especially LOTR - book and that perfume! Also the make-up bag is really awesome, I love the color and it's so big! I'm really happy about my presents and the night was wonderful. Now I just chilling at home and watching movies. 

This was a short post, but it's pretty late. I promise that the next one will be longer!
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year~♥


12/22/12

Feel and think

moshhhh.
mee, I dyed my hair a few weeks ago, looks so awesome♥














Hrrrrr, outdoors was at least -29*C, I'm dying here! But the weather and nature looks so awesome so I decided to go out and photograph a bit. The sun was shining magnificently behind the forest and the snow decorating the tops of the trees. After the photography my fingers and face was freezing, my toes as well. Winter landscapes are the best thing in winter. I love the colors, like the sun would paint the sky and change the colors during the day. 

Well I do not have nothing more to say, enjoy the pics!